fighter

it's hard to be strong sometimes. i like to think that i am, but sometimes i doubt it. i just lost a friend. after weeks of not being treated like the daughter of Christ i am, i got cursed out because he didn't like what i told him. it broke me, because it was the final straw. where do you draw the line? i want to love like Christ, but where do i stand up for myself and my heart? where do i stop allowing someone to walk all over me? and i forgive, but am i supposed to forget? this is hard, and it hurts. i'm glad i have the Lord in my corner with me, and i'm so thankful that's all i need, because sometimes it feels like it's me and He's the only one on my side.