Friday, March 2, 2012

never grow up

well, its the eve of my 19th birthday. whoa. i know, i'm supposed to be celebrating time passing because it means that life is going on. but it seems like i can barely catch my breath. i'm now on spring break, which means i'm done with 3/4ths of my freshman year of college...uhhh what? i cannot wrap my mind around that. and now it's my birthday, and even that snuck up on me. i don't even know what i want to do for my birthday dinner, much less what i'm going to do to celebrate. everyone keeps asking me, but quite frankly, being home with my family and best friend seems perfectly fitting. 

on another note, another big milestone happened yesterday. the freshman who have been preparing all year for the chance of being a YL/WL/YLives/Capernaum were offered places this week. although we don't know what ministry we'll be placed in or what school we'll be placed at, it was a huge moment for all of my closest friends at school and myself. and yesterday, i became a leader. now that is bonkers to me. we've been preparing for this to happen all year, and its actually here now. i can't even process that. it hasn't hit me yet. but, i am so ready. i am so excited. 

all of a sudden it feels like i'm no longer some mindless kid, going with the flow til i end up where i'm supposed to be. i have a new ministry, and a new routine to adjust to. and i'm about to be 19......man, time flies. 


m.

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